Mixed bag of emotions

Man, the last two weeks have been tremendously tiring in all ways for me. Be it work, where in I thought, that I will be relieved a bit, then comes the patch for some demos and the fixes for those. Then came cricket, even though I have not been in good form for this Champions League, I did not expect CSK to perform so badly, in home ground.... bad luck for me actually. Then there came a breather for the struggle I have been going through for all these years (almost 4) that there might be a light in the tunnel after all and one fine day, things were finalized and I saw the light :) and as a result, I got to see my materials , especially my precious books after 4 years. God , what a relief it was. I did not imagine that I will be happy seeing them. Of all the other precious and costly materials and stuff of mine that I got back, the books were a blessing. I had two suitcases full of them, and the people around me were astonished seeing that. They have no idea what these books mean to me.  Finally a ray of sunlight and a solution for the struggle for all these years. I have lost quite a lot in this struggle. But gained a lot too and the most precious among them,  are the people I have met and who have helped me in this. They are not related to me in anyway, but they were there for me and they were kind and helpful too. The support of these people, along with my family and friends have helped me get through this. And I was overwhelmed last Saturday and this week's Tuesday with the results of the struggle. I am still keeping my fingers crossed for the story to end. This has its own impact on me. But that is something I am ready to live with than lead a miserable life. Then on Wednesday, myself and my brother drove to Coimbatore, all of a sudden. It was amazing to drive on the highway with less traffic. I was cruising @ 80-110 confidently. I was really happy to drive. I even raced a car..but was later chided for that stupid act too :) This gives me a little more confidence in driving. When we came to Cbe, the look on my niece's face and the way she ran to me, made me so happy that I was really glad I drove down. She made sure that she was with me the whole day without even going to her dad. Now again getting back to work mode.

Wanted to write so many things... but I will pen down slowly. Too tired to even think straight.